First, a huge apology for being so slack about updating the blog. We've had Easter hols, parental visits, toddler birthdays - not good excuses I know, but it's the best I can do!
We met last night and prayed that your trip would become a little easier. Naomi wasn't with us, but I heard through the grapevine that things haven't been great for you recently out there. I'm sorry to hear that and just hope that you've been able to experience some sense of peace amidst the weird chaos that's probably going on around you. I can imagine that the novelty must wear off when you've been travelling for a while, especially if you're alone (well, at least alone physically if not spiritually!).
Our topic last night was prayer. Luke 22: 40-47 (or thereabouts). Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane before Judas delivers that fatal kiss. It struck us how often Jesus removed himself to pray - a retreat - and that it was only once he had surrendered his innermost feelings and tensions to God that strength and peace came to him. We reflected how hard it can be to pray truly honest prayers - that sense of really wrestling with something whilst in God's presence which is reflected in Jesus' dripping sweat in this passage.
I know I make all kinds of excuses as to why I haven't got time to just sit and spend time with God. I find it intimidating, as though I can't accept that he'll actually want to hear it all, warts and all. But that, I'm assured!, is exactly what he does want. Jesus isn't an insurance policy against storms, but he's certainly one whilst we're in them (I'm paraphrasing something the marvellous Tom Wright noted in one of his 'Everyone' series. Worth a read. Oh, and Dave thinks he's the best thing since - well, Tom Wright!)
The long and the short of it is that we're missing you (still), thinking of you and praying that God will give you the strength and the joy (scuse the pun) to continue your journey out there. Having said that, we'd all love to see you sooner rather than later so whatever you decide, don't fear that we'll think any less of you.
Much love, your Alpha pals x
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